Up Already

It's amazing what a difference daylight can make, isn't it? I seriously do not get it sometimes, how emotions can be running so high and everything can seem so much worse at night. I guess it makes sense somehow, that things always look a little more hopeless in the dark, or they look a little more dreary, I don't know. But here it is after 11 now and I am feeling so much better. I still am adamant about leaving Nebraska, but come on, that's something that's probably not going to change until I finally go. I got more grad school info today from the University of San Francisco. I want to go to SF so badly.

Okay, so Vegas and my birthday are off, it just was not going to happen at that juncture. However, when Britty was here we were briefly talking about it and I think it just has to happen. See, for the last three years, since we've both been 21, we've always said for Spring Break we're going to Vegas. Well, three Spring Breaks have come and gone and we've yet to go. It has to happen this year. HAS TO. Maybe we'll kidnap Teetz and take him along, imagine playing Follow The Leader down The Strip, oh my Lord, I would die laughing and it would be worth it.